Why...?

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I don't understand how some people think and why they think the way they do.

I don't have the word STUPID tattooed across my forehead so don't talk to me like I am. I know you're lying, yet you lie to me. Why? True friends would NEVER lie to each other and once the lying starts the trust goes right out the window. At that point are we still friends? How am I supposed to feel when I find out you lied to me? What's the point in admitting the truth if you're not going to apologize for the lie? If you consider me a friend, you would you lie to me, even a white fib. If you consider me a friend you'll be straight up no matter what. Don't tell me one thing and tell my friend something else. You think we don't talk, of course we talk. That makes it all the easier to catch your lies. How do you think they feel when you lie to them?

Why do you have so little faith in your friends? True friends would NEVER do/say anything to hurt you. When I try to explain to you that you have no reason to feel the way you do, I'm not ignoring how you feel. I'm trying to tell you why you have no reason to feel that way. If you don't believe me that's not my fault, but how can you put so little faith in friends that you've known a lot longer than your significant other? If you stop trying to be my friend, why should I keep trying? If you never answer your phone why should I leave a message and keep calling? If you keep saying no every time I invite you, why should I keep inviting? If I reach out to you, but you're too mad to talk to me why should I bother? I thought we left all the petty insecurities in hs, but I guess not.

My REAL friends are the most important people in my life. I will NEVER lie to them. I will NEVER do anything to intentionally hurt them. If we have differences, we work them out instead of ignoring each other. Ignoring some one you call a "friend" is childish. If you really knew me, there would be no questions.

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